Thank you, both for the insight and the compliment.
Finals next week. Then in two weeks I am going to be on the west coast. Currently snacking down with the gang at lunch. They say hey… hahah.
Serenity is the finale, wrapping everything up that never happened because after season one the show got booted. It’s really interesting to watch the show, then watch the movie. Get a Netflix account and you can watch the series and then the movie all on your laptop for like $8.99 per month.
It’s that oh so wonderful feeling of bricks piled on your chest. It’s sadness in a ten pound weight that makes your shoulders droop. It’s self disappointment, its worry, like a creature on your back, clawing at you like you don’t matter.
Its the feeling of a good long cry and yet you hate doing it alone. Its the feeling of despair and hopelessness.
Its the over dramatic bullshit that comes with being a girl. Sometimes we just need to cry. And sometimes we want someone there to hand us a tissue ignore the fact that we look like a mess, and to gentle trace their fingers on our backs as we get out the stupid emotions, and to ignore the fact that tears will soak through your shirt.
Love it, own the DVDs. I saw Serenity first then, my mom and I liked that so much we went and rented the complete Firefly series. I’m a sucker for anything that mixes the wild west and the final frontier.
Speaking of mothers I just got off the telephone with mine. Goodness, I love that woman. She is beyond amazing. Anyway, I talked to her about my grades, and how Psych and French aren’t looking as promising as History of Civ, Brit Lit, and Perspectives. I am thinking A’s for those 3 and B’s possibly one C for the other two.
Apparently next weekend my parents are going down to the beach cottage to open it up for the season, anyone want to meet me in Cape May for a weekend this summer?
Also, I came up with a really great idea for my food situation while road tripping. Raw food diet. I am rather excited, because if I stay busy, exercise and walk, I may be able to change my lifestyle for the summer. I dropped 20lbs last summer but gained half of it back after the winter of beer and snow days. Anaphylaxis really gets in the way of a great road trip. And this time my brother won’t be describing In-N-Out Burger to me.
Also I am thinking I might ask my mom if I can set a little plot of land at my parents farm to grow some veggies for the summer. Oh, how wonderful this summer will be.